Lost in the deep end

And so I return to a probable semi-permanent state of bloggery.

As of two days ago I’m a computing student and god knows what that will end up meaning, but one thing that it does mean is sitting in front of a computer lots with nothing much to say or do. Other than blog

I don’t want to be over-negative, but two days in all I can wonder is what on earth I’m doing here. I know it’s definitively too early to judge but I feel lost to the point of total disorientation. And not just psychologically lost either which is a bit of an issue – god bless them and their total lack of orientation for postgrads! I swear I don’t even know where to buy a coffee on campus though I’m hoping my 40-minute-old net connection will help with that one!

Everyone is ‘nice’ – the class, the flatmates, the lecturers even. The receptionists are probably nice and I’m convinced the librarians are because frankly they spend their days with books, how could they be anything but!?

But right now it doesn’t seem to matter. Something is missing, and I’m increasingly concerned that that ’something’ might just be my soul…